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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

LitTle GiRL~



"It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it"

bende dah terang, lagi nyata....tapi aku nk jugak suluh kan????

"Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth"


wlw ape pon yg terjadik....life must go on.....
pahit mcm mane pon, masin ke payau ke.... sume nie cabaran...ujian..
tertakluk pada terma n syarat sama ada kite nk amik pengajaran @ tak...
aku ptt brenti mengharap sesuatu daripada org len....
sedangkan kawan bek kite leh rosak kan kite....then we must awake b4 its too late..

p/s: susah nyew nk jadik baik!!!

"Apa yang membuatmu
Tak pernah mengungkap isi hatimu
Andaikan engkau tahu
Betapa hatiku mencintaimu"

sush nk luah kan prasaan yg x puas ati nie....
such soo many secret im living with.....
sometimes like im just living with all the lie.......

in other word, I'M SO SCARED!!!~

it doesnt matter how me in the outside....but deep inside...
im just a little girl.....trying to survive with all the circumstance in front of me....
i just wandering that somehow i just want to stay in this circle and be safe...

i feel calm now without any scandal like b4.....nothing sin to thing about again...
and somehow, deep inside, my feeling just like a hurricane might come again....
this time, i just let Allah do the rest....help to make me more calm as always...Amiin~

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

paGAL~

start to missssss BOBOY so much!!~ ngeeee

hahahhaha~
silap2....rindu sabah olready......sengal kan???

Friday, November 12, 2010

GileW TimES~ =p


bab2 keje gilew nie....mmg cekang laaaaa.....
bile pekse melanda...ag mereng sume kpala hotak nie...
kejap emo laa....gombiro laaaa.....sodih laa...
mcm2 leh jadik nyew nie...hohohohohO~

ape bila pekse 3 killer paper dlm mase sminggu dan selang hanye laaaa 1 hari....
aku mule laaa sart mrempat kat umah2 membe kat dlm UMS nie....
bile x de baju,mrempat baju ag....ayoyoyoyoyo~
n nie laaaa hasil nyew bile nk pinjam baju org....
akn terjadik laaa perkara2 mcm nie..ahaks


bukn senang kowwt nk tgk aku pki bju kurung kat cni.....
(klw kat KISAS dlu len laa)...matrix pon sbb d wajib kan..hohohoho~
kat cni, x kan nak jadik rider,pki baju kurung....
klw kat kg aku, nmpak mcm mak cik2 baru blek keje kawen umah org hah!!!~
hahahhahahahhaha, klw mak cik kat kg aku pki sluo ke ape ke...mesti leh jadik rider sjati...

geng ayam nie, pntang pki baju kurung sket,mesti nak amik gambo...
yooo laaaa, mmg agak janggal laaa nmpak kitorg ayu2 nie...huhuhuhuh~
lagi2 klw nek moto, mesti laaaa mcm sush nak selak laaa,ape laa..
terkepit2 nak nek moto..hohooohoh~
ade org tue. trun2 moto jew menyembah bumi dah....muahhahahhahahah~
aku pki heals relek jew kowt....lallalalala~

ops~ forgot...my mums said lepas aku anto gambo pki bju kurung...(sbb ingt kan nk mintk duet lbeh =p)
beliau berkata dlm msg (keesokkan nyew baru balas ^^" );
"nampak lebh ayu n sopan. Jadilah anak penejuk mata"........
aku baru bgun nie insaf laaa sket....hihihi~ InsyaAllah..... ^^

n bende2 nie dah biase jadik rutin harian.....
kegilaan melanda apabila dak2 nie mmg ade yg kaki amik gambo....
wlwpon kamra x ganggih manggih....tapi untuk suke2,ape slah nyew...lol~
g shopping barang simple2 kat GIANT 1b pn leh jadik.....dasat2

tempat display rumah pon kitorg leh jadik kan lanskap untuk amik gambo...
mmg terbek ah...x yah g studi ke ape...ahaks

ade gambo2 ngah beli barang...tapi mcm ade bende sensored jew.....cannot2..
kang aku nyew blog kene gam...x masal...lalallalalalal~




Monday, November 8, 2010

My SelF~


dear blog.....
bermula dari 7hb 11. 2010....saye telah melakukan sesuatu yg mmg amat d perlukan....
its time 4 me to return back to HIM....(bukn mati naaa)....

rase mmg agak lame dah, sejak lepas SPM smpai laaaa kini,
aku rase, aku idop dlm kejahilan yg zahir....
aku mcm lost dlm dunia yg aku idop kan, although it not really necessary....(mmg sgt!)


start with someone playing wit my heart....
then its very hurt.....then i start to hurting myself even more....
i done many thing along this year past!~ almost 3years i live doing many sins...
its all becuz of MEN....how STUPID!!!


with many thing had happen to me, many thing i've learn scara x langsung slame nie...
n i've realize....i'm far lost in the jungle of my suffers without turning back to where i suppose
to return back....
now i remember, be4 all this....i always have this love all along....
i just dont get it....it such a pathetic when i remembering all this......

ingt laah sume, laki mmg nmpak menyenang kan(klw yg bek tue laa)...
tapi jgn lampau batasan.....
sape yg kate beso, x mo bercinta laa, laki nie ade ape jew laa, x de napsu laaa pndang die nie...
but then u the one that will turn into wat u really dont wanna be...NAUZUBILLAH~
n aku rase amat bersyukur sbb aku dapt brubah sbelum semua nyew terlambat!!!!~
HARI PENGHITUNGAN just around the corner....

then, bak kate sorg Ustaz nie...."pendidikan seks sbena nyew 1 jew...jgn berdua-duaan antara laki n pompuan".....
simple, but sush nk d buat.....then mintak doa bnyak2 kat ALLAH....
die maha MENGETAHUI sume yg kite perlukan..huhuhuh~

dengan lafaz BISMILLAH.... saye memula kan idop baru....
dengan lebih teratur n penuh dgn rahmat-Nya....semoga kehidupan nie dapat
d teruskan dgn keredhaan-Nya slalu...Amiin~


Friday, November 5, 2010

FinaL NoW!!!~




weh!!!!~
final2...ahaks
pening kpala aku dowh!!!~ penuh dgn litar...GATE(bukn pagar umah)...IC(bukn kad pengenalan)...
mmg mabuk laaa 1 minggu nie.....
matematik dlm fizik...ag mengarut!!! ahaks
pergh...penat gak mengarut nie...bek blajo...ahahhahahahahahhah~

aku dah final kowt...ni adalah mase2 yg terluang dan d bazir kan kat cni kejap....
bukn takat final, sbelum final ag laa.....
ag 1minggu final,sume bende nk d buat asgment nyew....
nk hanto nyew...bg minggu lepas,nk minggu nie...
dah nak final laaa dan2 soh bentang ape sume....WOW!!!!~

smpai malam nk ciap kan asgmnet jew...kejam2....

takat nie dah lepas 1 exam...THERMODYNAMICS.....
lepas nie ade hari2 mendatang ag....ade subjek bace 2-3 kali baru nk paham.... 0.o
isnin KEMAHIRAN MATEMATIK DLM FIZIK II, rabu KIMIA ASAS(asas laa sgt....
jumaat DIGITAL ELEKTRONIK.....isnin BI....jumaat KAEDAH PENGUKURAN DAN EXPERIMEN DLM FIZIK....22hb aku balik!!!!!!!
muahahhahahahahhahaahaahahhahahhahahhahahaaaaaaahhaahhaha~

pape pon....
wish all the best to all people that take exam final nie....
especially GENG AYAM tersayang...hihihihiHI~
mangsa2 perang jihad blajo!!!! yeah bebeh...ngeh2

Friday, October 29, 2010

P/S: iTs brAnd New!~


its a new blog of ME!!!~
agak nyew bosan....aku x taw....
mcm rumah,kite hendaklah mengubah susunan rumah untuk mendapat kan suasana yang baru...(ayat mcmdlm buku text dak???)
by the way...i love it.....
nice to meet u all back in this blog... ^^

ThiS is The StaRT oVEr~

1st of all....
lame gilew x update blog kowt....
nk kate x de masa, agak r...tapi bilew ade mase plak,aku nie ag suke jalan
daripada dok depan kom. menaip....(mcm nerd jew)..ahaks...kejam statement saye...
hah,nie issue yg aku nk bg taw.!~
aku dah start edit2 gambo nie.....
membe aku dah start ajo mcm mane nk edit ape sume....
nk kate edicted,x gak.....tapi swonok laaa.....ngeh2
antara gambo2 yg menjadi mangsa pertama ialah
ciap ade name skali...mmg aku suke..ngeh2
bio lew org kate LAME ke ape kew...
asal kn aku swonok!!!~ howyeah bebeh!!!!~
mangsa kedua ialah




ok2...cukup takat nie....
aku lupe nk bg taw korunk,aku ade ank sdare baru beb....
this is HER name : AIN NUR INSYIRA.....



n aku ade project letrik baru2 nie...mmg cekang glew ah.....
tapi kan,bukn kitorg yg buat...dak psycology yg tolong buat kan....
mcm mane kah???? die ciap dpt anugerah inovasi sbb buat radio pakai alat
yg kire2 volt tue....mmg terer dak nie....
die yg sbelah kanan nie...hohohohoh~ his name is HUSNI

kitorg pon ade gak tolong...dari segi theory laa bnyak....die tolong pateri2 nie..ngeh2
thats all for today.....
saje mlepas kan kebosanan dgn meng-update sat....
nie gambo last aku edit...(mcm x edit jew...) muahahahhaha
nice to meet u all back!


kanak2 sedang makan dgn glojoh nyew..muahahhaha~ ^^,