My SelF~

dear blog.....

bermula dari 7hb 11. 2010....saye telah melakukan sesuatu yg mmg amat d perlukan....

its time 4 me to return back to HIM....(bukn mati naaa)....

rase mmg agak lame dah, sejak lepas SPM smpai laaaa kini,

aku rase, aku idop dlm kejahilan yg zahir....

aku mcm lost dlm dunia yg aku idop kan, although it not really necessary....(mmg sgt!)

start with someone playing wit my heart....

then its very hurt.....then i start to hurting myself even more....

i done many thing along this year past!~ almost 3years i live doing many sins...

its all becuz of MEN....how STUPID!!!

with many thing had happen to me, many thing i've learn scara x langsung slame nie...

n i've realize....i'm far lost in the jungle of my suffers without turning back to where i suppose

to return back....

now i remember, be4 all this....i always have this love all along....

i just dont get it....it such a pathetic when i remembering all this......

ingt laah sume, laki mmg nmpak menyenang kan(klw yg bek tue laa)...

tapi jgn lampau batasan.....

sape yg kate beso, x mo bercinta laa, laki nie ade ape jew laa, x de napsu laaa pndang die nie...

but then u the one that will turn into wat u really dont wanna be...NAUZUBILLAH~

n aku rase amat bersyukur sbb aku dapt brubah sbelum semua nyew terlambat!!!!~

HARI PENGHITUNGAN just around the corner....

then, bak kate sorg Ustaz nie...."pendidikan seks sbena nyew 1 jew...jgn berdua-duaan antara laki n pompuan".....

simple, but sush nk d buat.....then mintak doa bnyak2 kat ALLAH....

die maha MENGETAHUI sume yg kite perlukan..huhuhuh~

dengan lafaz BISMILLAH.... saye memula kan idop baru....

dengan lebih teratur n penuh dgn rahmat-Nya....semoga kehidupan nie dapat

d teruskan dgn keredhaan-Nya slalu...Amiin~